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Returning to School
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Well, here we are – almost September and we are returning to in-person instruction with a mask mandate still in place for schools.  I was hopeful more people would have seen the light and gotten vaccinated.  Needless suffering, death, and worry.  I am very concerned about what I have seen and experienced in the past year.  So many consequences of remote learning, anticipated and unanticipated.

Although progress has been made in many districts, there are many children still returning to “sick” buildings because their communities can’t afford to replace antiquated infrastructure.  The digital divide has grown wider, and the goal of digital equity seems no closer.  It seems an estimated one-quarter of school-age children did not have what they needed for online learning, particularly those in historically marginalized communities by generations of systemic racism, classism, and inadequate funding for their schools.  

I so hope as educators, we do not reinforce the concept that students are now “behind” due to the pandemic like so many parents and students perceive.   Remote learning certainly did not work for everyone.  That only means there are some things (skills) these students haven’t learned yet.  It so angers me that these false beliefs are promoted by state standards that are unreasonable, at least in New Jersey and do not reflect what is developmentally appropriate.  
Unfortunately, remote learning led to an increase in cyber bullying, even during a virtual class.  We know kids don’t think about later consequences, so both parties are embarrassed when returning to in-person classrooms.  Students were further embarrassed when they didn’t have access to a space, they wanted their classmates or teachers to see.  They were the ones who would not turn on their video, who experienced anxiety, depression, and isolation, resulting in assignments that were not completed or not begun.  Often, if one saw anything, it was the ceiling of the room they were in or the top of their head.  Then there were the students who got ‘lost;’ never ‘showed’ up to their online classes.  For some, it just didn’t feel like school.  For others, as the oldest, they became the main caretaker for their siblings; students were home alone with an older sibling “in charge” who was not concerned about monitoring what their sibling was doing; parents who were not capable of providing the framework for their child’s virtual learning; those who returned to their native countries during the pandemic; and those with mental health issues that were not capable of sitting in front of a computer for hours a day. Many students requiring special education services did not do well online.  Many reacted poorly requiring more individualized instruction and one-on-one in-person instruction.  I don’t know about everyone else, but certainly I had an awful headache by the end of the day after being online for 6-7 hours.  Zoom fatigue was definitely an issue for me.  I felt tired and exhausted after videoconferencing.  I read it is supposedly related to a millisecond delay making our subconscious brain feel something is off that causes the fatigue.

Those of us in special education saw more referrals that probably could have been mitigated if instruction were in-person.  There definitely was an increase in pre-kindergarten and kindergarten referrals since parents opted not to put their children in daycare or preschool environments.  There is no question the Early Intervention Services, attending preschool or daycare help develop social and emotional skills, play skills, and pre-readiness for academic learning.  Experiential learning and opportunities to imitate in play face-to-face with peers is far superior to isolation, perhaps with an older grandparent where television is the only stimulation.  A year lacking in conversation and physical activity, whether in daycare or preschool, will have an impact.

I saw students just give up on remote learning because if was confusing and just wasn’t the right environment for them to learn, even when teachers did try to help with extra individual sessions.  I saw students showing the signs of Zoom fatigue, preferring to go outside and therefore, skip classes.  What I saw were students left without proper supervision by parents who had to work, who were embarrassed by their dwellings, had no quiet place to work or were consistently distracted by the activities of the household.  

What I see are teachers who are going to have a wide disparity of skills among their students who have to devise creative solutions to remediating holes in different areas at different levels and challenge those who have already acquired the grade level skills they need.  Everything I read is about attending to a student’s mental health, let alone a teacher’s own mental health.  Workshops abound on what should be done, how it should be done, knowing when you see a traumatized student, and then taking care of your own mental health.  

Hope springs eternal.

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The Lost Art of Handwritten Notes
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I continue to lament the lost arts of cursive handwriting, of note and letter writing and the use of actual heartfelt words versus acronyms, icons, and emojis. In fact, the lost art of writing in general is lamentable.  Somehow, a dashed off email or text doesn’t cut it for me.  If someone takes the time to compose a letter or note and handwrite it in their best cursive writing and double check for errors, it shows how much they value the person and that person’s...
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Part II
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This morning while watching the morning news, it was reported that Tom Hanks, the actor, and avid historian had taken out an op-ad in the New York Times because he felt cheated, he had never learned or heard about the 1917 massacre.  His sentiments were aroused because such an important part of how we got to who we are today had been buried and attempts made to erase it from history.  At least now, our real history, and hopefully complete history, is being brought out of the...
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Truth in History
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Somehow it seems the more we try to make amends, the more we reinforce what we are trying to rid ourselves of.  Why do we continue “Black History Month” and create new juggernauts like “Women’s History Month.”  Why are certain topics treated     add-ons to history once a year?  Isn’t history, history, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?  From every perspective, and every participant?  Isolation of parts and portions of history demean its importance, an...
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History
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After watching the news, I feel like I have been complaining about the teaching of American History in public schools forever.  But it has been for forever.  Textbook companies only make things worse, not better.  More ‘facts’ to memorize but no reasons, motivation, societal beliefs, culture or context.  Boiled down and sanitized.  No perspectives, no analysis, no Monday morning quarterbacking.  Students aren’t to blame when they say why bother ‘studying’ history?  It...
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Civic Education
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These past few weeks have been kinda like deju vue.  Opinions I expressed many years ago and have expressed recently, appear to have reached the light of day. Did someone suddenly start listening or did January 6th have something to do with it?  

Once upon a time, there was a subject call Civics.  Every student was required to take it.  Its beginnings are rooted in the history of education.  Once upon a time, the main reason for public education was for two purposes. Children, when...
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OUR CHILDREN
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I was reading my newsletter for educators and came across an essay the president of the Morris County Council of Education Associations (MCCEA) found on Facebook.  It was so poignant and so realistic about the present, that I felt I had to share it and pass it on to others.

OUR CHILDREN

An insightful and wise essay by Teresa Thayer Snyder, former superintendent of the Voorheesville district in upstate New York from her Facebook page.

   I am writing today about the children of this...
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I’ve been thinking a lot about eyes these past couple of weeks.  The “twinkle” in Santa’s eyes; the mischievous look in the eyes of an elf; and the look of anticipation when one finds themselves under a mistletoe (perhaps I have overdosed on too many Hallmark specials).  

I’ve also thought a lot about how I automatically smile as I pass people even though I am wearing a mask.  I wonder if people can tell I am smiling.  Sometimes they are strangers.  Sometimes, people I...
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COVID Thanksgiving
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We are already into the second week of December.  The month of November seemed like a blink of an eye.  I didn’t even get a chance to write an entry.  I am back to being at home all the time except when testing a student.  
Thanksgiving 2020.  Very quiet.  Just myself, my mother, and her caregiver. Another Thanksgiving for my mother, her 99th, even if she may not be or only aware of it momentarily.  My sister face-timed with her daughter and son-in-law and her daughter’s...
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We are halfway through the month of October and the weather has started to get cooler. Unless, it is pouring rain, I have continued to test outside.  I have come to anticipate the unanticipated.  I was testing a kindergarten student who is a remote learner.  He was brought by his grandmother to the school for testing (another difficult scheduling hurdle in and of itself. Weather is not a cooperative ally either).  A short time into the testing session, he suddenly had to go to the...
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Dealing with Covid Craziness
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Dear Diary,   Today was my first day back for the new school year. I wasn’t sure what to expect starting work for the district right when all schools shut down due to the pandemic, working virtually from the end of last school year and through the summer.  Today was my first time in the building.    I could feel the uncertainty and stress levels of the staff even though I had never met most of them; only some of them through virtual meetings during the summer. Everyone put on faces of...
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Back to School Pandemic Style Part II

Elite and “Creative” Instructional Alternatives
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Necessity is the mother of invention, or so they say. Parents are scared.  The world has been turned upside down.  So why not create the 2020 version of a one-room schoolhouse?  Privately funded by parents, a one-room schoolhouse is created by importing teachers into homes to either help with remote learning or to create pandemic pods (a.k.a. micro-schools).  Pandemic pods refer to families that team up to form pods where clusters of students receive professional instruction for several...
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Back to School Pandemic Style Part I

Who’s on First?
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Some educators have already started the 2020-2021 school.  Others are poised to start imminently. Personally, I feel like a fish out of water.  Or more, specifically, a fish first in the water, then out of the water, then somewhere hovering both above and below the water.  Flip flop. Flip flop.

District administrators have spent the entire summer writing playbook after playbook.  Full in-person attendance, totally virtual, hybrid versions, parent surveys, staff surveys, health and safety...
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Understanding Our Statues and Monuments

What they reflect and why
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Statues and memorials are being removed, either by protest groups or taken down by the towns they reside in because they are representative of the underpinnings of anti-Black racism. However, simple removal, does not explain how and why they got there in the first place.  Understanding the history of why these statues and monuments are offensive would not change history but perhaps help bring awareness of how less attention has been given to the broader institutional and intellectual...
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How COVID-19 is Highlighting the Racism that Never Went Away and the Continuation of the Myths Associated with It

Why this is a very dangerous situation
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The Statistics:The infant mortality rate for African-Americans is greater than twice that of white AmericansAfrican-American women are more likely to receive late prenatal care or none at all and have three times the risk of pregnancy-related deathsAfrican-Americans have higher rates of hypertension, diabetes, asthma and heart disease

The Reasons:
Health is determined by the conditions where one lives, works, learns, and plays.  Racism itself is...
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The Sins of Our Founding Fathers Are Still Our Sins

The teaching of American history can no longer remain whitewashed
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The sins of our founding fathers continue to haunt us.  Our history texts and books were written to dodge the truth.  We haven’t learned from our mistakes.  Did the Civil War ever really end?

As an educator, I have continually felt distressed about how we handle the history of the United States.  Students do not understand why they need to learn this subject and find it boring and irrelevant; just a bunch of facts and dates.  Our instructional practices in the classroom have only added to...
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Mental Health Needs have far out-paced identification of learning challenges by Child Study Teams (CST)

How are teachers to handle the additional emotional needs of COVID-19 with their students?
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I have been a Learning Consultant for forty years. I have seen changes in instruction go from only pull-out resource room instruction, to mainstreaming, to inclusive settings, integrated settings etc.  But I have also seen changes in the population of children who require special services.  No longer are results of assessments clear cut.  More and more assessment data indicate layers of emotional and psychological issues that clearly are factors...
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Are We Adding Insult to Injury?

‘Sick’ Buildings Plus COVID-19
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In my last blog I discussed the “sick building syndrome” and how it affects both staff and student performance.  Now, we are adding requirements to keep ourselves safe due to the novel corona virus.  So, how do we re-open buildings as they are now in terms of facility flaws and maintenance and meet the requirements for COVID-19?  Even if facilities were in ‘perfect’ condition (either new or renovated) with everything absolutely properly...
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Sick Building Syndrome: Without Healthy School Buildings

Virtual Schooling is the Only Future
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The Sins of Our Ways: Wake-Up Calls of COVID-19

As an educator, I have worked will all age groups, in different capacities, and in different school buildings.  Stay long enough in the field and you will find that the names and faces may change but not the scenarios.  The same can be said for the school buildings I have worked in.

Until maybe COVID-19 that is.

Did you know that up until 1972, asbestos was used in all U.S. building materials: plaster (boards, ceilings, walls), ceiling and floor...
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How the COVID-19 Pandemic Has Made Us More Appreciative?

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Online learning is not something new.  It took a long time for public school superintendents to accept online degrees as bonified for their staff because it was something new.  It became a ‘new normal’ as online higher education allowed adults to further careers while working and raising families.  It was not a new normal, but a shift in reality for those in the field of education to put food in the table, have time to put into courses by eliminating travel time, and to enhance their...
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Is it a New Normal? or a New Reality?


For the first time in months, my life has slowed down in much the same way as everyone else’s during the epidemic.  I have taken some of that time to read about the Pandemic of 1918 and realized that not a whole lot has changed (although a couple of jingles like “Cover up each cough and sneeze.  If you don’t, you’ll spread disease” or “Obey the laws and wear the gauze.  Protect your jaws from septic paws” from the 1918 pandemic wouldn’t have hurt).  I have read about how...
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When the Future Runs out

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Today is my brother’s birthday.  There are candles, but no cake, no presents, no party with friends.  My brother died three weeks ago, three thousand miles away, on the opposite coast of the United States.  My sister and I did the best we could to orchestrate his care, finances, insurance and to guarantee he was as comfortable as possible.  We notified family and friends who called him to talk about when they were kids and hopefully lift his spirits.  My brother barely had the strength to...
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Confronting Our View Involving Disease (COVID-19)

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People, in general, seem lackadaisical and or unconcerned, when it comes to washing their hands, protecting others from their coughing or sneezing, coming to work with a fever.  Some don’t understand the meaning of staying socially distanced.  I can’t help but ask myself the following questions:
Could there be a higher purpose to the global pandemic?Are we being forced to re-learn lessons we have forgotten or forsaken?Is this a warning for all of humankind?
We are being asked to unite,...
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Why The Handshake?

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United we stand – at least six feet apart that is.  Looking to distract myself from the ‘new normal’ and surreal, dire news, I decided to research how what was once an automatic, knee-jerk reaction (now a dangerous behavior) came to be.  It seemed reasonable to understand the where, why, and how this action, known as a handshake came into existence.  What I discovered, was that like everything else, it has existed for thousands of years.  However, there is no agreed upon theory...
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